Long-unavailable, this narratively compelling classic Bijou Video production involves complex themes and character arcs, erotic sexual sequences, memorable acting performances from its leads and side characters, and great Chicago locales, including a cruising/sex scene shot in the lobby and at the glory holes of Chicago's Bijou Theater!

Telling a tale about love, loss, and healing, the feature film addresses gay bashing, AIDS, and loneliness in thoughtful ways, while also exploring sexuality among a cast of attractive men. Two romantic storylines are interwoven as a young man re-enters the world of dating and sex after heartbreak, only to find new love.

Continuing in the tradition of the late Jack Deveau [of Hand in Hand Films], this is a sophisticated blend of story and sex, comedy and pathos, revealing the human condition in a way that is intelligent, contemporary, and yet timeless.

Joel Anderson (played by Grant Larson) awakens in his loft after a nightmare about the recent murder of his lover, Kurt (Kip Harting), and phones a psychiatrist. Joel flashes back to a happier time – we see him and his lover kissing and sucking.